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Dec. 26th, 2005 @ 12:50 am (no subject)
CHECK IT OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Christmas was ok. I didn't eat too much, and im broke. Typical :|

Merry Birthday!

Jesus is my homeboy!
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Aug. 22nd, 2005 @ 11:54 pm Blind melon
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
And speak my point of view but itts not sane, its not sane

I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that theres no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
It rips my life away but its a great escape...escape...escape

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
You don't like my point of view
Ya think that I'm insane
Its not sane... its not sane

I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
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Aug. 4th, 2005 @ 12:49 am (no subject)
The strands in your eyes
That color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains
Thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows
Of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival
You're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows
Of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I've dropped out
Burned up
Fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in
Turned on
Remembered the things you said

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of you life
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Jun. 30th, 2005 @ 02:39 am Bojangles ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!
Bojangles ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!
Thats right, it rocks. The guys i work with are awesome, I get good hours, and the job is pretty fun.
Kyle, if you're reading, this Alabama and Titus think you're gay. When you go back to work, Tell them i said hey.
Anyways, just updating.

HEY BRITTANY! I'm 17 =o
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May. 29th, 2005 @ 09:35 pm (no subject)
**Osk Joins #FoodAddictions
<'Osk> Hello, my name is Osk, and i have a problem. I am addicted to food! I try to get off of it, but after 2 or 3 days, I just have to have some. The health board told me all the good things, but those bastards never told me how addicting it is, or how much i'd need it!
**Osk was kicked by Dreenfin(Shut the hell up asshole)
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May. 23rd, 2005 @ 10:54 am (no subject)
<'Ashryd> Prepare for the new revolution in freeing space on your hard drive, waste no more
time on searching through old files to delete, simply leave it up to DaveBot!
<'Methuen> New program aye?
<'Ashryd> Doesn't work quite right yet though...
<'Ashryd> Does something a little more interesting at the moment...
<'Methuen> Oh?
<'Ashryd> It spends 12 hours searching through your folders and files finding and sorting
them into things that must be deleted, could be deleted and mustn't be deleted, compiles the
information into a database, deems the database an item that must be deleted then erases
your whole hard drive.
<'Methuen> o.O
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May. 21st, 2005 @ 10:07 pm Starwars!
Who has seen starwars?? Oh, thats right, i have!

Isohunt.net the best place for torrents!
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May. 16th, 2005 @ 11:39 pm (no subject)
Well I guess it would be nice
If I could touch your body
I know not everybody
Has gotta body like me
But I gotta think twice
Before I give my heart away
And I know all the games you play
Because I play them too
Oh, but I need some time off
From that emotion
Time to pick my heart up off the floor
When that love comes down
Without devotion
Well it takes a strong man baby
But I’m showin’ you that door

Cuz I gotta have faith
Gotta have faith [3x]

Baby, I know you’re askin’ me to stay
Say please, please, please don’t go away
Cuz you’re givin’ me the blues
Baby, you mean every word you say
Can’t help but think of yesterday
And another who tied me down to lover boy blues
Before this river becomes an ocean
Before you pick my heart up off the floor
When our love comes down
Without devotion
Well it takes a strong man baby
But I’m showing you that door

I gotta have faith
Gotta have faith [3x]
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May. 15th, 2005 @ 09:28 pm Heavy is the head that wears the crown
Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
Who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of
You and me we're through
And rearranged

It seems that you're not satisfied
There's too much on your mind
So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of
You and me we're through
And rearranged

You're no good
For me
Thank God its over

You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
Cryin' on me
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
Dyin' on me!

You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
(You ruin everything and you kept fuckin' with me until its over and I won't be
the same)
You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
Be the same

Just think about it
You'll get it
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May. 12th, 2005 @ 10:57 pm (no subject)
Não é que espanta-se que seu assim desesperado para encontrar para fora que im que dizem que você gastaria o tempo que traduz este!!
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 09:35 pm (no subject)
http://www.nuklearpower.com
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 03:33 pm DUALITY!
Push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I am today...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or seperate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
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May. 8th, 2005 @ 11:03 pm (no subject)
I'm going to work on an econ paper which states that walmart has hurt america, but not the way most people think. I say by keeping prices low, people that shouldn't survive are able to.
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May. 3rd, 2005 @ 06:42 pm (no subject)
Person 1: Hey, Could you tell me where I'm at?
Person 2: Nope, I wish i could but i don't speak english.
Person 1: Oh really? How are you talking to me then?
Person 2: Well, I'd explain, but i don't speak english.
Person 1: Oh... ok.
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May. 3rd, 2005 @ 06:28 pm Morphine makes you feel like crap.
Current Mood: pills are bad
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I picture me
I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Get outta my head cause I don't need this
Why didn't I see this?
I'm a victim Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away!

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

And it waits for you!
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Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 08:36 pm (no subject)
Open ended essay, they shouldn't have done that ^_^

So should i write on

A. Hitler and how he would have lead to a unified world which would have catapulted man into an advancement in every science such as the world has never known, thus leaving us to prosper.

B. How the seperation of church and state is leading us into a nuclear war which will end humanity as we know it.

Note: Ignore any and all religious beliefs from these essays!
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Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 06:29 pm (no subject)
Boredom in the lands of english class causes Ms. Hartnesses password to be found. I wonder if she found the nice note i left her :-p
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Apr. 15th, 2005 @ 01:30 pm Boredom made me do it!
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: It's the end of the world as we know it -REM
<'sthmnstr> So I was in this restauraunt with my gf the other day and she wanted to emberas me.
<'sthmnstr> I had eaten too much and was holding my stomach moaning and then she's all like 'aww, is the baby kicking?' and i said 'Yup. Thats the last time I eat one of those whole...'

<'KoRnkid88> omg man
<'KoRnkid88> weirdest bus stop moment ever
<'Owned34> >.>
<'KoRnkid88> last night it was snowing like crazy right
<'Owned34> yeh get hit by it? XP
<'KoRnkid88> and my neighbor lady calls and asks me to do her driveway
<'KoRnkid88> so i go over and shovel it off
<'Owned34> =o
<'KoRnkid88> next day im standing at my buss stop talking to all my friends and my neighbors house is at the corner where the bus stop is
<'KoRnkid88> and im talking with my friends and she walks up and hands me a 20$
<'KoRnkid88> and says thanks for last night
<'Owned34> lol omg
<'KoRnkid88> i was like WTF
my friends and all the people at the buss stop were just staring at me......
<'Owned34> how old is this lady
<'KoRnkid88> my sister gave me the weirdest look in the world
<'KoRnkid88> like 70
<'Owned34> Bust a cap
<'KoRnkid88> once we got on the bus the girl behind me was like "u got a 20 for one night?"
<'Owned34> XD
<'KoRnkid88> i was about to turn around and slap her
<'Owned34> =o
<'KoRnkid88> it was THE weirdest bus ride ever

<'Spudnewt> These goddamn trolls interrupting my flow. These niggas
don't respek us with a +o. They gotta color spam and fake
invite, bombing with asciis in yellow on white. Shit
yeah. it's bright, you 12 year old kiddie. You ain't got
pubes and you ain't seen titty. I'll jupe your chans and
ban your ass. Don't message me with plz unban, your chance
has passed! Other opers crappin up our relay net.
<'Spudnewt> Why haven't you delinked your 386 yet? ircd needs xeons and
dual cpus. When it comes to irc hardware, you can't be a
jew. Shit, nobody knows the trouble I've seen. On invites
for websites with naked teens. Begs for ops and packet
attacks. Shit from users who use vi, not emacs. Another
long day of patrolling the IRC. Eating my doritos, and
having a jerk, I chat with TheWalrus and #nanog faggots.
<'Spudnewt> All this niggas do is complain "the lag it's-- bad, chat
is slow, and we're getting harassed." Shit, trolls, this
k-line is your last. Once more and it's "G" and you're
gone for good. Banned from the internet chatting
neighbourhood. It's lonely at the top. Just me and
CHANFIX. Day in and day out. Banning trolls with my linux.
We give safe harbor to chatters world wide.
<'Spudnewt> From pedophiles to hacker thieves. Yeah, I won't lie: IRC
is a cesspool of e-misfits. EazyCheezes and bagel-cutters
like that nigga BitS. But at least we're the best.
Disagree and you're gone. BRB, mom just told me gotta mow
the lawn.

<'evilada>: you go up to the top of a roof
<'evilada>: string piano wire tight across the front edge at neck level
<'evilada>: tie a cord to your foot and the other end to the building so that you'll be above sidewalk level when its fully stretched
<'evilada>: then you put super glue on your hands
<'evilada>: and put your arms around the front of the wire and then back to touch your head
<'evilada>: then you lean forward, so the piano wire cuts your neck but not your elbows
<'evilada>: when the cord goes taut, youll be hanging upside down with no head....except your head will be in your outstretched arms thanks to gravity and the glue, staring at someone upside down and spewing blood everywhere.
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Apr. 11th, 2005 @ 07:16 pm (no subject)
http://maddox.xmission.com/bomb_iran.html

Read it for a laugh
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Apr. 6th, 2005 @ 09:37 pm Kyle Brunelle, You don't deserve to even have this much effort put forth for yourself
Ok guys, this is getting out of hand. Kyle used to be one of my good friends, back in the 6th and 7th grade. I like to think that we remained somewhat friends throughout the course of highschool. Over the past year though, I've seen what use to be kyle be transformed into something different. I'm not throwing any mud here, im stating facts, pure facts. He's changed. It's like he decided to see what his rectum looked like from the inside, and liked it so much he decided to stay. He's lost all of his commen sense. His arguments of late consist of either, "It's in the bible, therefor i win", or "It's not in the bible, therefor i win". Now it wouldn't be so bad, if he wasn't so hypocritical and wasn't so much of a jackass. Today he called me jealous, because he got to start, and i asked Detrick why he started him. The fact of the matter is, Dominic is better, MUCH better, so i was wondering why Detrick didn't play dominic instead of him. IF i was jealous, i was have asked why i didn't play. At this point, i just couldn't stand him. He didn't sit on the other bench until Rebecca and company left, because he was like, Man, they suck, i don't want to be around them. He just pisses me off so bad, because he's an idiot. He's too clingy, has no idea of how to managa a relationship, is a huge hypocrit, and doesn't listen to anyone anymore. For someone who claims to be such a great christian, he is the most uncaring and unwilling to forgive person i have ever met. He is totally unwilling to accept other people if they don't act exactly as he wants them to. This is to you Mr. Brunelle, Your a loser, and i personally think you should go hide in a corner for the rest of your life, OR learn how to stop being a pussy and suck it up like the rest of us. I don't give a shit what you've been through.
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